Old Hag:
Around the
later stage of puberty, there would be odd occasions whereby sleep would be
rudely interrupted. Rather than entering into a full state of consciousness/wakefulness;
there would occur a state of somatic arrestment/ bodily paralysis. Only the
eyes were left free to move. An overwhelming fear would quickly ensue, not
merely because of the shock at the paralysis but rather the sense of another
presence not visible to the eyes.
This
presence was unmistakably sinister (perhaps left handed?). The soma motors were
defunct but every nerve ending was alive with an acute sensitivity to its
surroundings, a kind of body thinking. Although the eyes saw nothing out of
place, the aural senses detected sounds which, if isolated could be quite
easily normalised in the every day. But in the night drenched bedroom the
familiarity was reduced to a cognitive map and difficult to make concrete, even
so; within the remaining abstract familiarity, these sounds did not belong. Becoming
as fear inducing as the invisible presence…
The sound
of ticking where the led lights of the digital alarm clock attested to
the contrary (for some reason the ticking clock registered as a cuckoo clock
even though it never made the cuckoo sound). A motor bike repeatedly revved
past the window where no lights swept through the curtains, this registered as
someone attempting to attract attention; familiar yet unidentifiable …
The
invisible other was, by this point, weighing down upon the sternum, hands around
throat, as though to strangle but never actually applying pressure. Every
follicle springing hairs to attention, like chicken skin

